Sunday, October 22, 2006

MILLION THANKS~~

Thanks Pete for taking care of my sister and cousin today.
I wish that they didn't trouble him la~~
ai.....I really hope that today's part time job could help my younger sister to face the reality gradually. Hope Pete could be her 貴人 la~~


REALLY THANKS PETE!!!

Monday, October 16, 2006

Back to BJ

Back to BJ already lu~~
So mad to get back to apartment so late at night due to the traffic jam!!!

11:30pm still have serious traffic jam at the airport!!!! SHORT GA!!!
I back at apartment at 1:25am.
My mom called me two times and blamed on me going back to apartment so late........
(I also dun want =______=")
ANYWAY.......
REally feeling better after the short trip to HK
MET MOST OF MY DEAREST Family and FRIENDS!!!
REALLY WANNA HUG ALL OF YOU LEI ACTUALLY~~

SEE AGAIN IN LATE NOVEMBER.....I MUST ABLE TO COME BACK GA!!!
I PROMISE!!! OTHERWISE, I RESIGN......HAHAHA!!!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

SUCKS.....

花左3千幾蚊突然返黎2日
原因其實有3個
第一係因為星期四突然間confirmed左個新job要留o係北京到11月底
自己o係北京又冇預備咩冬天衫, 想返香港拎衫
第二係自從confirm知道阿頭同cc要走加埋要做呢個大job 之後自己開始有失眠既跡象
試過12點幾去訓, 3點幾都仲未訓得著, 之後6點幾7點就醒左又訓唔返
連續2晚都係咁, 而日頭又勁忙趕個job d 野....再加埋之前病左又未好番~
搞到個成個人好攰好辛苦~ 好想返香港抖下氣
第三好明顯就係想見下屋企人, 朋友同埋佢啦~離開左成個幾月真係好掛住大家~
不過o岩o岩見完佢其實有d失望....
點講呢?同佢見面其實係開心不過佢既表現滿足唔到我心裡想要
自從8月份佢打黎話我知要返黎香港做野9月底會返到香港
自己一直都期待呢一日快d黎, 而10月底我返到香港同佢可以再起返埋一齊
其實一路以黎都等緊佢既行動or表示~好可惜到而家為止佢都係令我模稜兩可......
佢返香港都已經2星期
一個電話or msg都冇打過比我, msn 我地都好少傾計
平時都係我主動msn佢
我知道佢忙緊搵工陪屋企人家姐結婚既野陪朋友冇咩時間
不過我都好想好需要佢既關心尤其而家自己一個人上左北京做野都幾寂寞
但係有時佢又show 到好care 我既野
其實我feel 到佢關心我
不過個方式太普通朋友感覺好生疏
有時候普通朋友既關心比佢仲黎得貼心
我同朋友share 自己既野比同佢share 既要多要深入
可能大家始終因為以前男女朋友既關係大家都有避忌啦....
今次返黎原本已為大家會更進一步
可惜都係失望而回
同佢講左我會返香港
天真的以為佢會黎接機
落機不久之後好開心接到佢電話同關心
當佢問我呢2日既schedule 係點....
自己都已經講左邊個時段得閒
佢竟然冇提出見面既要求
只係叫我得閒就打比佢.....o my god!! what can i say??
如果唔係我主動提出見面我相信佢唔會搵我出去
我約佢出去佢又會即刻打番比我
究竟佢想點? 一齊定做番朋友?
想一齊既唔該爽快明確表示, 朋友既話亦都明確表示~
我已經開始頂唔順呢種估估下既關係!!!
理想很遠 愛於咫尺卻在等
Maybe it is not the right timing
or maybe he is not "the one"
I really need "the one" to share my working pressure, my happiness and sadness
ai......

anyway....I should be relax relax relax..... and get ready to work next mondaY!!!
ADD OIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

病倒了.....

病倒了.....
每每去別的地方工作或哀行回來後總是逃不了生病的宿命....唉.....
去天津如是、英國如是、瀋陽如是......噢....估不到去南京上海後亦如是.....=____="
昨天才剛剛感冒發燒,黃昏6點吃了藥長睡了10幾小時
今天一早醒來感覺還好就上班去了 (已經解釋了好幾遍為何今天星期日要上班了......)
不幸的是......北京今早竟然下大雨.....這是我在這裡一個多月下得最大的雨
雨傘又剛好留在公司....
在公寓樓下等了20分鐘雨還沒有停下來的跡象
唯有硬着冒雨去打車
不知是否這原故又着涼了
lunch 的時候又開始發燒.....
下午提早回公寓吃藥休息了....
現在好好多了
希望明天不要再發燒了.......快d走啦, 死病魔!
生病時一個人孤伶伶的.....感覺好可憐呢!!